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Saturday, October 16th, 2004
10:49 pm - im so busy...
well saturday we all hung out... we went to the beach and played football... mike locked the keys in the van so we were stuck and dunkin' donuts for two hours! lol
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i got my permit on tuesday! im so happy! this is a milestone in my life... lol... i dont like staring life in the face though... its scary
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i almost died on thursday... i was cantering in the geldings pasture and geri took off for the barn... i shortened my reins to try to slow him down and he tripped... it pulled me over his shoulder and i hit the ground with my head and rolled a couple times... gosh i hurt so bad now lol...

ya know... im tired... good night!

luffs ya
-maria

current mood: busy
Friday, October 8th, 2004
5:23 pm - i love life... sometimes...
well... everythings hunkey dorey... homecoming is coming up but i dont know if im going... i feel bad... kenny was like 'my dad wants me to ask someone to homecoming... so im going to ask you but just say no... will you go with me?" and i hesitated in shock and was like... "uh... if you say to say no then no..." lol... but if i had said yes it would have been out of pity and im not like that...
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i made a new friend! his name is john... he moved here from new jersey...
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um... so what else? if i think of anything ill update it later... cuz i gotta go to the barn... bye!

love in christ
-maria

current mood: happy
Monday, October 4th, 2004
9:45 pm - you're my inspiration
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!
hehe... luv ya sista!
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I JUMPED! HECK YEEESSSS! i am so happy... it was so awesome... i got to trot over a little cross rail a few times... the begining of my eventing career lol! where ever the lord shall lead!
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school was okeday... i was like falling asleep in spanish and senora minaya was like "are you ok? you look sick" lol! i was like "no im just tired." which was totally true... i need to rant about my history teacher! oh my goshness! he assigned this HUGE project... i have to search my family line all the way back to the 1600's... and then there are tons of other things to do... its not due till the end of the year but that means ill have it hanging over my head the whole year... *growls and stabs mr. fink*...
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ok... well... i think im going to hurry up on the comp and get to bed... i need to read for a while too... ok i need to go! byez!

love in christ
-maria

3 days... 2 hearts... 1 passion...

current mood: hopeful
Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
9:53 pm - god roxs
hihi... *huggles everyone* i luffs you all... lol... things i picked up from amber... one of my barn buddies... me, delaney, deanna, and some other peeps from the barn all went on a big trail ride... it was so much fun... half of it was under water and we trotted through the puddles and got wet... 'twas fun... hehe
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we got back to school thursday and friday after jeanne... i dont know how ill get through a whole week... nicole's birthday is on monday! she is fifteen...i have to get my permit before she does! cuz i just have to gosh! hehe... i want god to move in your life everyone! let him be real to you!

payce out braws!

-maria

current mood: jubilant
Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
3:55 pm - hurricane jeanne
another hurricane has come and gone... we lost power for a while... and our neighbor lost two HUGE trees but they didnt fall on any buildings so that is good... i hope that was the last one... even though we get off lots of school...
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well... during the hurricane we didnt have internet... so i read a book about jim elliot... he was really neat... he was a missionary in the south american jungles and he ended up getting killed trying to preach to an unreachable tribe... but his wife was eventually able to get christianity to the tribe... so it was all good...
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lets see... today i memorized a bible verse! go me lol... "for many are called but few are chosen" matthew 22:14... i have a hard time remembering the reference... so im trying to... its working so far...
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im reading this book that my mom bought me called 'every young woman's battle'... its a really good book and its helping alot lol...

well... i shall update this later when i have time... latervilleness!

love in christ
-maria

current mood: quixotic
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
9:10 pm - dangers
well... we cant find my birth certificate... so we have to mail in for another one... dont know when in can get my permit lol...
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well... what is happening... um... shcool... blah... its ok... but i get really tired... youth group was just dandy tonight... cha... um...
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we are currently watching 'kate and leopold' and its pretty funny... and kinda sick... but funny... ive been riding geri alot lately... and its great... we are going to have a halloween party thing out at the barn... potluck thing and a costume contest... i dont know what me and geri will get dressed up as... but we are going to win! yes! lol

ok i need to go!

~:{Maria}:~

lavishly our lives are wasted...

current mood: drained
Friday, September 17th, 2004
11:34 pm - hey hey
i mowed the lawn for the first time today... was very fun... im not afraid of a little sweat lol! the lawn is so pretty now hehe
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well... im excited... i get to ride tomorrow... lol i get to ride almost everyday but im always excited! i have a 4-h meeting tomorrow... i might run for president of our clud... id like it so much... but mallorie is older... i dont know... well see...
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ok... i am seriously going to try to open up to people that i havent in the recent past! im serious... and anyone who reads this HELP! but dont give me too much attention or ill start getting facial spasms LOL! at camp a couple years ago... i won a game against like everyone(all 180 of them) and my mouth was seriously spasming... lol
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ok... its late... bye all

~:{Maria}:~

current mood: relaxed
Thursday, September 16th, 2004
8:50 pm - made pancakes!
today in nutrition we made pancakes with our groups... so much fun... i love that class... except i dont know anyone... i talk to justine but she smells bad... and then trisha is like 20... besides that im on my own lol...
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i really dont like my personality... i wish i acted the same around everyone... around people i havent been around for a while im 'quiet and shy'... around nicki i am SO crazy... ive known her for three years... and around rachel im crazy... but then... around 'newer' peeps... im... intraverted... darn me! DARN ME! and then its weird... me + shara= craziness but me + shara + other people = unattractive silence... GAH! im so messed up... when other people have like no confidence... IM the one who is crazy... im trying to figure myself out here... so just come along for the ride if you will... maybe its around older people im more quiet around... cuz ive known mike for a while and i can still be kinda quiet... im so messed up... i dont want it to take forever for people to get close to me! its like i hold them at arms length for a while... i dont know! LISTEN WORLD! IM SORRY IM CAN BE SO INTRAVERTED! I DONT LIKE IT CUZ I GIVE ATTENTION UP EASILY AND NO ONE EVER GETS TO KNOW ME! thats why i like instant messenger... peole ALWAYS hear/see what you have to say... alot of times... i can talk quieter than... shara... or brigette... and people just dont hear me... *pats own back* i am soooo glad i have jesus there to talk to... no one knows me better... thank you lord for being there for me! id go INSANE w/o you! PRAISE GOD!
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this was a pretty long postey... lemme find some quiz to take... well... this isnt a quiz but i thought it was funny!

Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person can't.

This is this cat
This is is cat
This is how cat
This is to cat
This is keep cat
This is an cat
This is old cat
This is person cat
This is busy cat
This is for cat
This is forty cat
This is seconds cat

Now go back and read the THIRD word in each line from the top down.

ok! bye all!

~:{Maria}:~

current mood: weird
Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
9:44 pm - hi
well... everything is hunkey dorey... i started 'the letter'... my mom said just say it like it is so i am...
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i need help! i feel so guilty for having feelings that im sure everyone has... phooey... but... thank you ryan for our 'verse for the week' 1 corithians 10:13... it talks about no temptation will ever be too much for you and the lord will always provide a way out... so i can resist a certain temptation named chris lol... he's in my nutrition class... and like... he talks to me... and he told me i should be a model lol... and i was like 'oh thats nice'... it wouldnt be a problem except he is SO FINE! gosh darn it! lol... im not attracted to him for any reason though... im pretty sure he does drugs and parites and stuff of the sort... so let me be a witness! like shara said "bring him to church maria!" lol
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well... ho hum... i need to get my permit... so i can cruise the drag lol... its a montana term... no one in florida would get it i dont think...

well im going to check my email then go to bed... catch yall later!
Chao!

~:{Maria}:~

in me... there is strength to move a mountain
in me... there is faith to walk on water
in me... if i just beleive

current mood: restless
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
9:24 pm - RTU!
yay!
we went to rock the universe last night... it was fun... me shara and racel got to hang out with the nate dawg... lol... you are cool nate! thanks for coming! we didnt really watch any bands... we heard audio adrenaline waiting for the shrek ride... omgosh! the mummy was so fun! i was freaked out about going on it... but it was great...i didnt have a wide berth of vision... seeing as how my fingers were in front of my face the whole time... lol... wish you could have gone nicole!
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well... life is hard... sometimes i really enjoy these years... most of the time i wish i wasnt here... as you get older everything gets harder... the search for who you are... fighting against your own desires... blah... i wish that some of my feelings would just be gone untill it was 'legal' to fulfill them... help lord...
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well... i have to go to school tomorrow... thats not cool... after having almost 10 days of sleeping in till nine... i have to wake up at six... good night all! may god bless your sleep and may you all find love!

~:{Maria}:~

i love you lord... and i lift my voice... to worship you... oh my soul... rejoice... take joy my king... in what you hear... may it be a sweet... sweet sound... in your ear...

current mood: calm
Friday, September 10th, 2004
2:15 pm - hi shara....
im updating this just for you shara!
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ok... i want to go to rock the universe and ryan isnt taking us... so we have to go with nate, andrew, and tjs youth group... lol... ryan can do praise and worship himself lol
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um... school starts in.. three days? dang... our break is almost over... im thirsty... shara was talking about water in our chat room and now im thirsty... i dont wanna go on that mummy ride... but ill probably end up going on it lol... and then ill have a heart attack and die... LOL
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well... la da da de da dooooo la de da dooooo.... lol
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this is like a really random post... shara just told me to update it so i am... hmmm... i love jesus!
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ok... i wont waste anymore of your time... bye!
lol
AND IIIIIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOOOOOUUU!!! LOL *sings really obnoxiously with shara*

~:{Maria}:~

sometimes... you want something so bad... but it never seems to be the right time...
help lord...

current mood: thirsty
Thursday, September 9th, 2004
12:04 pm - gotta talk about this dilema...
ok... as you may have read... i have mentioned the name 'dustin' a few times... this is not dustin from youth group... this is someone in north dakota... i did have some feelings for him... and my mom approved... but i felt like i was being forced... our letters to each other have been extremely shallow... 'how are you? whats the weather like? how is school?' blah blah blah... i only see this kid once a year... and we are both kinda shy... i dont feel comfortable around him... all in all... interest has died... i dont like him... i dont even feel like we are friends... so ya... here's my plight... this kid has never been rejected... he is very... i dont know... i was never going out with him and im glad i never was... we are just to far away... and i felt like my mother had us engaged... i WILL NOT be forced into anything like this... GAH! i have crushes here in florida that may have something happen in the future... i dont know how to tell dustin im not interested anymore... if any one can help... please!

~:{Maria}:~

Help me lord!

current mood: gloomy
11:17 am - havent posted for ever
but here it is... im gonna try to post in this thing every day... if i can...
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i dont think ive posted about geri... i am currently riding a 17.2 hand bay thoroughbred named geri... he is the best... i got to trot him over a jump like two weeks ago... it was great... its cool cuz i get to ride him everyday... except for saturdays and sometimes wednesdays cuz i gots youth group... i got my saddle! its so pretty... and delaney, deanna, and amber are my barn buddies! whoopie! deanna rides gizmo... delanney rides roany... and amber usually rides kiyote *has no idea how to spell that*
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ok um... school is just hunkey dorey... get more HW than in middle school but i have a 45 minute bus ride in which i can complete it so i can go to the barn... there is nothing else to say about school except maybe that it was really cool... in nutrition... chirs came over and talked to me for a while... hes hot... but hes like a druggy and i wouldnt be surprised if he did other 'bad' things... so im not tempted lol...
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lets see... i survived two hurricanes... charley came through and just nicked us... got off a day or two of school from that one... then frances hit us head on... we're getting a whole week off school from her... she broke our screen over our pool but my dad was able to fix it... so its all good hehe
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our youth group did the adults service and ryan's friends (that are also a band called past away) came to help our sorry worship team... lol... they are all really cool... tj, matt, andrew, and nate... they are as shara would say 'the best things since sliced bread' lol
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well... ima gonna get off... but ill most likely think of something else to say and post later today...

tootles!

~:{Maria}:~

lord take these desires from me! dont give them back until its time!

current mood: indescribable
Thursday, August 5th, 2004
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11:03 pm - disolved pez
hi... im registered at school... cool... me and nicole have four and a half classes together... and we have lockers next to each other... even though they are like way down on the end... its ok...
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well... we had pizza with the holloway kids and nicki was here... anti-social pyromaniactic drowned chipmunk! lol... maybe psholyeylhjhaf will help you... however you spell it...lol... scillitating!!!
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well... its late... night...

~:{Maria}:~

goodness!

current mood: okay
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current mood: jubilant
1:53 pm - *does a jig*
well... im in wisconsin right now... not home yet... wish i was...
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things are so confusing... i wish my mom had never told me to write dustin back that first time... then i wouldnt be in this mess... my interest in him is dying... and i feel like i HAVE to like him... he buys me stuff and has pictures of me all over his walls... it makes me VERY uncomfortable... mitchell(his friend) tells me that im all he thinks about and i was thinking... GET A LIFE! i mean c'mon! so ya... we were never 'going out' so what do i do? dump him? lol... hes never been dumped and ive never dumped someone... and we were never going out... but i dont like this feeling that everyone thinks were so cute and were gonna get married... YUCK! this kid is sincere... but i dont see myself marrying someone like him... egh... i want to be mad at my mom but i cant... i just feel uncomfortable and i feel like i cant be myself around him... i just want it to be me and god for a while...
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well... ive talked long enough... and were going to crystal cave so i have to go... BYEZ!
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~:{Maria}:~

THERE'S A NEW WAY TO BE HUMAN!

current mood: confused
Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
9:10 pm - yaya...
i havent written in like a month... but i decided not to get the horse... i dont know if i can give him the time he needs... so ya...
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i cant wait to get home... i miss it so much im going to kiss a palm tree when i get back... and for me... thats a big deal... seeing as how i normally hate palm trees!
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my mommy flies in tomorrow and then we're going to a three day event...(for you non horse peeps dont ask)... and then my dad gets here and then we leave! yay! i have a new idea for my hair... black with a one red streak to the left side of my face... wee...
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ok... well ill post when i get home... yippee!

~:{Maria}:~

i almost forgot how i made my siggy!

current mood: bouncy
Saturday, June 26th, 2004
10:44 am - well... i havent posted in a while....
every thing is hunky dorey... my horse is rideable... i am ready to go home.... but unfortunatly i have another month to stay here... i guess ill live... im excited for this school year... i dont know what people will think of my new look... i mean... they are used to anything but me wearing black... and i want to die my hair black with blue tips but i dont know if my parents will let me... i hope they do...
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well... me and nicole(formerly know as nicki) are going to make this year a year of it since it may be our last together... thats sad... ill miss her... i dont know who i will hang out with if she goes... *tear*
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umm... i get to go to the mall... if you can call it that... i mean...i am in montana right now so i dont know what you call it...

well... i need to scram... this is getting boring... bye!

~:{Maria}:~

yo! chipmunk!

current mood: blank
Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
8:12 am - hola
well... its all going good... i guess... i want kelly's help... and he told me that when he breaks his colts he uses hobbles... its not as inhumane as it sounds... and given a choice between the horse falling down or me getting trampled i choose the former...
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i watched all three of the anne of green gables movies... they are sooooo sweet... and my grandparents bought the first two lord of the rings and they are going to buy the third one soon... yay!
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i talked to my sister last night on the phone and she said that brigette is flirting with cody... and he is flirting back... well... brigette... if you read this you stay away from cody... and if... somehow... cody reads this... stay away from brigette!

well... i shall be parting with you at this moment...

~:{Maria}:~

current mood: awake
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